posted @ 13:01...

Wife in Texas, day 6. I can almost feel the gray blah feeling coming wider and higher. The weird thing is, I was fine yesterday. Everything was great and I could handle missing her. And then I couldn't get to sleep. Today I'm tired and depressed. I hope I feel better tomorrow. I miss her so much. My buddies from work are all but forcing me to go on a casino trip this weekend. I want to go, but as I sit here, I'm just not in the mood. Besides that, I'm broke.